Because of my being needed a lot more at work lately and Elijah being in care and without me more often, he has become quite frantic when he can't spend time with me.
This is heartbreaking. It got to the point where he would scream as soon as we arrived at a particular carer's house. Now even when I'm teaching at home and he is with Daddy, he still throws tantrums because Mummy is not paying him attention.
I don't know how families with both parents in full-time work do it. I can't stand the guilt any more. I'm not going back to work next semester.